poetry diary

I rhyme to see myself, to set the darkness echoing. (Seamus Heaney, from Personal Helicon)

Category: Favourites

You

Like a tree waiting for Spring,
I long for you.

Like the world greeting the dawn;
Like a cloud gathering rain,
I long for you.

Like a ship willing the tide;
Like a kite reaching for wind;
Like a song calling for words,
I long for you.

Like a heart waiting to break;
Like a cat waiting to pounce;
Like her prey sensing its fate,
I long for you.

Like a canvas without paint;
Like a flame seeking tinder,
I long for you.

Like a needle without thread,
I long for you.

Just you.
Now.

© 2010 Matthew Rhodes

In the snow

Shadows long on the table –
Winter sun warms your hand.
I think of winters past,
In the snow.

Snow bright against the trees –
Squirrel runs for the hedge.
My mind follows its tracks,
In the snow.

So still and clear, orange leaves –
Framed outside my window.
Like Japanese woodcuts,
In the snow.

Grass tips through ice, caught, and
Waiting for snowmelt; they
Mirror my heart – trapped, now,
In the snow.

© 2010 Matthew Rhodes

Autumn light

Autumn light on leaves.
Golden, like the ring on my finger,
And just as magical.

It was so windy last night,
with rain.
The ring slipped off again,
And again. Rain battered. It’s cold.

And miserable. Outside,
But inside feeling warmer
It’s not so bad.

Imagination bridges in and out;
Past and future;
Me and all of you.

And cannot be trusted:
Magic – like the ring on my finger.
Except it’s gone now.

© 2010 Matthew Rhodes

City morning – Brussels

Today is a beautiful morning in Brussels:
Blue sky with jet contrails,
And quite quiet for a city.

Streets are damp, with odd leaves from unnoticed trees.
The sunlight reaches only the tops of the tallest glass and steel skyscrapers, and their flagpoles, Giving them an air of aspiration, hope and promise.
And making you look up.
Fatal errors have been made from such perceptions, Which are so false I think.
Give me the human tenements, with their silly facades and idiosyncratic doorways – graffiti and tramps – promising little, but almost always a pleasant surprise inside – any day instead.

And here, they are just
across the road, above Pizza Hut – another sadness, out of place maybe for those seeking authenticity, but also the reassurance of common humanity.

I went in there last night;
they seat customers according to nationalities in little ghettos of common culture tables.
I didn’t like this, and objected,
saying that I spoke French
(in French)
but then a glance at the faces
of the French
made me feel not welcome,
and I saw that it all makes sense,
And that world war three
will be started by a waitress.

And now another day begins.
To battle all!

© 2010 Matthew Rhodes

Soft, soft, my love

Soft, soft, my love;
warm, warm, your heart;
long, long, the road,
while we are apart.

Slow, slow, days flow,
hard, hard, each task;
far, far, your arms,
no more do I ask.

Soon, soon, I yearn,
closer still to be;
stay, stay, my love,
for all eternity.

© 2011 Matthew Rhodes

I wrote this poem when I felt I might be in love a while ago. It was her favourite. I just found it again and felt like publishing it. Eternity wasn’t quite achievable in the event, but I’m still glad we met.